right to the Heart of the matter.

I loved a workshop Title.

"Your emotions make me hard"

The personal longing for that sentiment in my own life. The identification of the energetic.
When I go to look at it. (fuck)

A number of emotional feelings come up for me.
(glad to see them co-creating. sharing their gifts. glad to see him getting out in the world of self promotion/teaching). 

I feel anger. (does that emotion make you feel hard?) DOES IT?

The two people who I felt accepted and betrayed by the most. NO my emotions do not make you hard. You choose NOT to engage with my emotions. Your emotions have made my heart HARD. A cutting clarity.

*hypocrites*
 two fucking talented people, with similar interests and they were a NO to the reality of emotions *here*.

I made a mistake that was very painful. I emotionally invested in two people who had VERY DIFFERENT desires, and core definitions of what was wanted in their lives in relationships. Many shared hobbies, personal interests. So many similarities.

I will forgive myself for what I did not know, the knowledge that I did not have.

I keep running up on that. People I have shared my life with, all similar hobbies, shared interests, and yet it is the personal dynamics that break the connection.I acknowledge so many talented, similarities. Yet NO. In the end it is personal dysfunction and neurosis which gets the better out of all the shared connection points.

I shall LOVE YOU. I am now doing the acceptance of these parts of me within ME.

This is way deeper than two people I care about who are NOT me.

I become a person I TRUST. Trust worthy me.

Yes, I care. If I did not care, I would be without the concern.
so it is.

allowing this too.
may healing flow. HERE.